Don’t Look back in October
“I wanted my family to be proud of me and they were. But my pride in their pride wasn’t enough for me to fake it well.” Continue reading Don’t Look back in October
Category: Narcissism
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Catching Crumbs
After a while, a lonely while learning never to react, I started to spend all my time just waiting…. Continue reading Catching Crumbs
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The Devil You Know
I knew then, I was dealing with a monster, not a person Continue reading The Devil You Know
Death by Indifference
Saturday « I was up early with the birds. Just want to be in your arms right now my love ». Seen. No reply. I call you 3 hours later. You don’t answer, though I see you go online as soon as the call drops. Your phone has a personal tune for my calls and you will have seen the missed call notification. You don’t call … Continue reading Death by Indifference
Narcissus 2
Care cant be put on hold. Its either there, or it aint. When we first met, you appeared so attentive and caring. I thought I’d met my prince charming. Mistook your questions for interest…we had so much in common. But you were harvesting pertinent information. Today you’re supposedly concerned about what I ate, though tomorrow you wont think about whether I even saw a plate. … Continue reading Narcissus 2
Bury me softly
You can almost touch the moment you realise whats going on. But not quite. That sensation of thoughts swirling around your head… Can’t join them all up. You know what it means, but can explain nothing. Suddenly it all starts to make abstract sense. Everything you tried to keep up with. To follow and make good. Like a dog denied a reward for the usual … Continue reading Bury me softly
Reality denied
“You make no ‘plans’ but everything falls into place around the dates that suit you, whilst keeping all of the significant players in your theatrical life apart. Panic attacks and illness are your response to awkward questions…..” Continue reading Reality denied
Narcissus
Bloodsucker. Inhaling the energy from my core, Diverting my focus to your war, Against honesty and care. Fuck your rancid morals. Lie alone in your self-serving lair. But you won’t, will you…. Unmasked, but not startled, Prince charming will simply resurrect, Cast his ravenous eye to the next page, Waltz his chosen victim into the golden cage, Liposuction her very persona, Entrap her with mirrored desires. Its bile. Parasite. … Continue reading Narcissus
